…Then you must take up your well-shaped oar and go on,
      I said, and I admit he took it well,
      hampered as he was by my kind of sight.
True, my words, though absolute, weren't always winning.

Don't you think I knew every night he'd see nothing
      (even in your arms) but that wooden form,
      both sacred and handled by slaves: the branch
that carved a sea's distance, smoothed by the rash water?

Forgive me, since I was only the blind seer
      and not without my sympathy for you.
      A prophet's business is always brutal—
feeling the throat flood, then parch, only to fill

once again with the god's desires, insisting I
      instruct him: journey until you come
      where there are men living who know nothing
of the sea
… I was anchored to their points of view…

Yet I knew something of how a hero's wife lived,
      the marble throne of patience at her back.
      Tell me, wasn't there, in your privacy
(where, let's face it, the threads kept fraying in silence)

a nervous edge to things that pinned me as the cause
      of his quick departure? I could see you,
      alone again at your loom, scissoring,
fingering, out to find the whole picture now.

From my vantage below, I watched you watching him
      the morning of his imminent exit.
      His arm holding a water jug to the light,
that small injury at his wrist (where he'd slipped on

a door frame—when?) the scrape's rough edges uplifted,
      like cut seams, the underside of stitches.
      Meanwhile, his eyes glowed: a pair of cities
as seen from the sea… Why must a hero go on

barging against the everyday, you must have thought,
      leaving you to nuisances and slipknots,
      the thread of wedded life starting to
stall and stiffen? Forgive me. What else could you have

done then, the god-like wife always moored to his gap,
      other than weave him walking in your frame,
      in your one outlook? Still, I envied you.
It 's only devotion, a vow, chat makes you fill

what's empty with its warp of shape and color—
      a love most of the dead muse forget.
      What I'd give to live as you've done, my friend!
Discovering with your arc what I got by a hard