What one wants in this world isn't so
                much to
"live"… as be lived, to be
                used by life for its own purposes.
                What has one to give but oneself?

                                —James Merrill

                                after Leonor Fini

A time comes of silence and secret Sargassos,
the desolation of tourists and billboards,
a time of seamless ennui:
the bride all dressed for the cotillion,
the groom feigning repose
as he contemplates a future with no visible horizon,
prays for a sailable breeze.

Then into the hurricane's eye
comes a god wearing a mask of the most crushable petals
who fathoms their wish to be changed,
a god whose grace braises even the most reluctant among them—
they who are trapped in the hurricane's center of calm.

And chis is how they ready themselves to receive him—
their fans carved of ivory, their stays made of bone:
into the furnace of long-waiting they climb,
discarding the immaculata's white gown
for the shimmering blow
of a god who arrives in the guise of a devil or a clown.