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They call me that because of how I sew,
quick as mercury still, at my age;
the threads leap through silk like dolphins,
and I remember the white sails
careening over the Irish Sea, a grass snake
flashing through a field of heather.
Whatever they say, Ii never loved him,
not even when he smeared the port-red blood
on my lace garments and I had to gasp
and how he knew what I wanted and how he hid it
and took my waist and led me to the table
of our intoxicated guests; not even when awakened
by the acrid smell in the air I found him
standing on the balcony staring at nothing,
not even the deranged sky, as indifferent to seeing
as an ash tree struck by lightning,
a silhouette against all the fields of barley
burning madder red in the northwest;
not even when he rode the Breton cliffs so hard
I thought the earth must have quenched him
if it had dared. if they think
I cared about her they understand nothing.