As a northern veteran once remarked to me, “General Sicles can well afford to leave a leg on that field.”
— Confederate General James Longstreet, 1902

You’ve seen my tibia and fibula?
I used to take my friends to visit them
each year at the museum, septic and safe,
not the way they left the battlefield

in their tiny coffin — a joke leg saved
for history out of the butchered limbs.
I wish I had a picture of me smoking
my Havana, lying there on the stretcher.

Ignore me, dear, if I drone on, and paint
my likeness as the man I’d be: dapper
in my new coat, mustache waxed, eyes dry.
Tomorrow, early I go to Gettysburg,

and morning long my mind’s kept seeing clear
what fifty years have failed to wash away.
That day I lost a thousand men an hour.
Don’t stop above the waist to show me whole.