Night is when I give you new clothes.
Suits you never owned, borrowed cuff links,
rented ties, until you look nothing like
your former self.

The gods might strike me dead if they knew
you were the object of this sad ecstasy.
Sometimes I dress you as the well-dressed man
I pass each morning on the street.

I’m drawn to his brown suede hat.
Or the doctor with soft hands who told me
it’s best to think of pain as a number
between one and ten.