If you were with me, I’d be thinking
of a drive out to the white lake
even though it’s raining.
We could watch the mallards’ mating dance
and eat a hamburger, or listen
to Vivaldi on the radio, an oboe and guitar.

Once I tried learning to play the guitar.
You’re always thinking
I know how, but I don’t. If you’d listen
when i tell you these things … The lake
is rattled now, I imagine, by the dance
of lightning, flocks ascending. The reigning

species this fall is blue teal, but when it’s raining
they disappear. Sometimes I’ve picked up your guitar
as if, just by deciding it, my fingers could dance
over the strings. And I wouldn’t be thinking
about anything but, maybe, mist on a lake,
and I’d step out of my body and listen