If they ask you to speak of me
Say that I am much as they remember
That I sit all night
Charting the fathomless possibilities of failure
That I am out of work of course

Tell them how last christmas
I cut up all the money they sent
How I spend hours at a time
Arranging and rearranging the pieces
Use graphic descriptions
Especially when you recount
How I mutilated the larger bills

Say that I am convinced
That given enough time
I will be able to fit all the pieces together
In such a fashion
That my face will appear on each bill
Tell them that when I succeed
I plan to squander all the money on books