for Isaac Bashevis Singer

Each morning as I clean myself
I find their leavings in my crevices:
Ochre crusts, flakes dry as cellophane,
Suspect mouse-colored lint.

Despicable tricksters!
God only knows how they get in.
There have been times
I sensed them entering—
Strange prickles on the scalp,
Inexplicable itches in the groin,
Always the terrible certainty
I was too big to defend myself.

The mutterings between my ears,
The rumblings along my bowel pipes—
I ignore like gossip.
But when I least expect it, I find that
They are stirring cornstarch through my blood,
Mortaring the hinges of my knee.