It's never love that brings my name to mind,
but squalor—awful word. A term tossed off
one rainy afternoon in Devonshire,
so that a small (and somewhat bored) request
might seem a little more . . . captivating.
I doubt I've ever used the damn word since,
though it's used me, of course. A lesson there.

He didn't get me right at all. I was a flirt!
Not the disarming blend of Alice and Eloise
it served his purpose to portray, but bold!
ironic! even grand! as only a thirteen-year-old
aristocratic orphan dares to be.
I loved—adored—the small attentions of
American servicemen; they never failed.