Now that you're dead, the peacocks scrabble around our yard,
searching for your bones. They'll not find them.
Like everything about you, they have risen.

When you first fell ill, I wondered if we could afford
to keep these birds. They seemed to make you happy.
I let them stay.

They strutted past the windows of your room,
peering indignantly into the house to watch you shrivel in
   your bed.
I know you thought they'd come with kindness,

but I saw the gifts they carried behind them flare:
sinister eyes—a soluble salvation—the sudden violence
the night had held just then, its pursed lips punctuated
   by silence.