The news reached me in Paris. Shadows in Paris.
Years later (in Paris) I would recall the scene
of the accident in the script of a film
that was never produced: the women much bigger
than the men, the face and hands of the black man
golden—a smattering of black, green, yellow, indigo.
Our lives mattered then! Our lives . . .

Those are pearls that were your eyes,
mother-of-pearl that is your skin,
translucent hair, flaxen fingernails.
Teeth, the least like pearls, are scattered about
the place of repose. Some parts
cannot keep growing after death. Others
cannot quit. I ask you to do the same.

Spatter me with your fame,
long locks of color. Hold me
down against the floor, humiliate me.
I am no accident nor beast of burden.
This canvas, my skin, is hot sweat
and dead beer to you. I am your dark, your deep,
posthumous. Your fate.

I believe the color green should dominate.
All the leaves in the square have fallen.
On the ground dead leaves, all colors.
The earth of the square, white. Black pigeons.
In the distance silhouettes, two or three
dressed as women—one with a train
and parasol despite the night.

There was no accident before the fight.
I'd gone to Europe to spite you.
Now I am miserable, damp, and you—
all fire and air. Decompose! Why don't you
bury me. Hang me up to dry . . . The panic-stricken
looks of the dying, faces all white,
more than white: transparent. Love, lean

into death: it is a circus scene,
and scraps of it will be incorporated
in images to come: a wall, very black,
as if tarred, to make orange stand out;
the ground blackened when oranges roll
out of their crates. (This scene accompanied
by Monteverdi's Sancta Maria.) Stairs, from above.