I lost the time of day about three weeks ago
right after the siesta in the trembling rain,
right after the blue dream in the saffron forest,
right after the day of purple spotlights
in the auburn bathroom of pain, right after
I had left the pollinated tub with its brim
laughing, sighing, asking me
for something like the time of day
or a phone number flashing off a clock, &
it’s my own number, & I’ve been to that place
today, & I should say not happily, no dreams, no
smoking, my gas tank opened—this, you see,