I know now where I am
and am afraid. This dark
behind me found me trying

for light from the window.
Could you enter, once again,
what’s possible, what you made?

Twenty summers since my face
(am I slightly unattractive
—I mean my wizened nose,

I mean my fading cheek) …
I am almost beautiful, too.
Step up to my pale neck.

Is Still Life with Fruit done?
Or did you also adumbrate
that dark grape, that silent bowl?

Come whisper. Slip your touch
across my mess of browns;
wet your fingers, stroke me