As if we arrived through the blind extremes
of sleep, we opened our mouths, eyes closed,
and the priest laid on our tongues his coins
of bread, what we learned never to cross
with our teeth, never to rush, for at the heart
of each was God’s nerve, burning and alive.

Then we washed it down with wine and Latin
cruor dei, God’s blood, the stuff I figured
flowed in everyone’s bodywhat did I know
though here was the glad horror of appetite
taking it in, and memories of other gods,
how they in their stories were torn apart,

exploding into the ten thousand things,
into the still conscious body of names
for things, with every word a hint of blood.
It’s how I picture crowning into the world,
through the red water over rims of bone
into a little chaos of lights and gasping.

I like to think the blade binds as it cuts,
mother from child, that each solitude
ripens into a name for the other.
And as the mother looks down, her voice
is a braid of scar tissue between them.
It draws the child further into debt