for Nancy Goldberger

Tin cans rolling across the patio
wake me. Creeping downstairs I make a plan—
fling open the door to scare the racoons
when a piece of the darkness separates
itself into a blurry massive shape:
on my lawn there is a bear! a bear!
Saliva all over the patio
where he’s drooled and strewn four days of garbage.
Striped by moonlight, I watch his snout thrust deep
inside half-grapefruit rinds. He sneezes,

crams his dripping tongue inside a herring jar,
lumbers toward the compost heap and tossing
the matchstick fence over his shoulder
sits on top of the heap: bear so hungry .
moonlight caught on crystal tips of fur.
I reach for the phone, they will shoot him
Rearing, he stands upright, swaggering
to the ash tree, beefy haunches plié
up and down, loosening his back in a long rub.
Once his ass is scratched, his penis drops

inches till he pisses, glaring—it lasts
minutes—I abandon the phone, my hand
floats spellbound like an oar on the air.
Between the pointed teeth in wet black gums
saliva rolls down his chest, and I feel