Darkened by time, the masters, like our memories, mix 
And mismatch,
                                   and settle about our lawn furniture, like air
Without a meaning, like air in its clear nothingness.
What can we say to either of them?
How can they be so dark and so clear at the same time?
They ruffles our hair,
                                                they ruffle the leaves of the August trees.
Then stop, abruptly as wind.
The flies come back, and the heat—
                                                                              what can we say to them?
Nothing is endless but the sky.
The flies come back, and the afternoon
Teeters a bit on its green edges
                                                                    then settles like dead weight
Next to our memories, and the pale hems of the masters’ gowns.

Those who look for the Lord will cry out in praise of him. 
Perhaps. And perhaps not—
                                                               dust and ashes though we are, 
Some will go wordlessly, some 
Will listen their way in with their mouths
Where pain puts them, an inch-and-a-half above the floor.
And some will revile him out of love
                                                                             and deep disdain.
The gates of mercy, like an eclipse, darken our undersides.
Rows of gravestones stay our steps,
                                                                             August humidity
Bright as auras around our bodies.
And some will utter the words,
                                                                    speaking in fear and tongues,
Hating their garments splotched by the flesh.
These are the lucky ones, the shelved ones, the twice-erased.

Dante and John Chrysostom
Might find this afternoon a sidereal roadmap,
A pilgrim’s way 
                                         You might too
Under the pre-jaundiced outline of the quarter moon,
Clouds sculling downsky like a narrative for whatever comes,
What hasn’t happened to happen yet
Still lurking behind the stars,
                                                               31 August 1995 
The afterlife of insects, space graffiti, white holes
In the landscape,
                                       such things, such avenues, lead to dust
And handle our hurt with ease.
Sky blue, blue of infinity, blue
                                                                 waters above the earth:
Why do the great stories always exist in the past?