There was a bees' nest over the door.
My husband sprayed it then swatted
most of it down with a broom.
Now there's just a bit left,
like a piece of eggshell pasted over the porch.
I've been told by my husband
that I talk too much, that I
make unsettling confessions to any available ear.
                He tells me to save my confidences for a priest.

                The secret thoughts of priests frighten me.
Once, when I was sunbathing (I was a nanny
two summers during college, watching two children
at a family's waterfront home), I caught
an old man peering at me between his curtains.
He was like a priest. This was a long time ago.
In this house, it's so dark at night
you can't tell if your eyes are open,
                and the light switches are still unfamiliar.