Like angels, we live many lives at once,
hovering over one with house plans, one unrequited,
another so quiet you have to turn the music up
so you can’t hear yourself think. It’s inevitable, then,

turning the corner someone hideous is likely,
someone bound to be unhappy, someone
whose fault you are. Someone wedded to the idea.
Once You Knew Me. Once just possibly,

a chord was struck. I remember the top down:
it was breezy there, when sitting in your body was like
being glued to it. But I don’t want to be accessible,
I don’t want to read other people’s minds,

don’t want their tiny projection screens
pulled by ropes and pulleys, dropped into my bedroom
to illuminate the naked body as it squirms
with pain and pleasure. In the interim it’s all titillate