This is me, nineteen years old, on a bridge in Wrocław,
and here against a wing of the castle in Ghent.
Here in a boat on the Rica Lake, here on the rocks
on the Black Sea.
Here on a donkey with the Infant, here on a horse named Baden,
and here in the shade of the centuries, in divine Florence.
Just think, I have collected all this for you so that
when at last you come, when you stand over me
like God's Messenger in the extraordinary brightness of an ordinary Friday,
I will give myself to you smiling, crying, mutely screaming.
Because this girl, foolishly nineteen, is gone,
gone is the one on the lake and on the Black Sea,