My daughter screams: “I don’t believe in  t h i s  God.
I don’t believe in any God!”
And she escapes into tears over Kafka’s Castle.
My daughter is eighteen and she amazes me
with her consummate femininity.
But when she waves her loud disbelief
like a purple scarf before my eyes,
she is still a little girl with a thumb in her mouth.
What can I tell her, God?
That she is wrong? That you do  e x i s t,
distant and stern, or maybe close and merciful?
That this whole magnificent world between her
and You is only brittle smoky glass?
Because she believes in Kafka, wandering in the evening
in the labyrinths of his imagination.
I suspect that before she falls asleep she talks secretly with K.,
telling him how to reach the Truth.
So I don’t say a word I only look into her tearful eyes
as if into an aquarium full of green light.