What keeps me from my family,
despite a resolution
to deal more kindly with my enemy,
is their interference with a process
I find essential.
They cut off my breath.
They seine the rivers,
haul what’s netted to the house,
and store it, in the same September
and as proudly as they put their pickles up.
What is this mania my family has
for keeping in the family
every piece of this and that—all junk—
the family thinks and does?
Even packrats are more critical.
Can so many bad ideas,
poor invitations, ugly works,
with only an occasional success
substantiate this abstract mass—
this stubborn collective?
Apparently, and to my sorrow;
for if the family occupation will be
making history,
then it must seine:
to be is to prove having been.
To continue is to see that
every member is kept in
and if he flees, keeping
perfect account of him
and what he does—
stealing from, even killing him
if family must to keep the trust.

I’ve gone up-rivers to get rid of them
where I dispatch fish. The family
will say this is a lie—that I sit down
with them three times a day for prayers and meals—
that I’ve never been beyond the road
since brought to them by post.
Essential to the family is it be known
all members serve the home.