Why should I want to return
to a time where even when I occupied that time
I wanted to go back to another time
more previous,
and so on, like my head in barbershop mirrors,
endlessly deferring to its own
earlier version. What is the use of nostalgia?

I’m not sure if the ant carrying a comrade
off the battlefield is taking him somewhere to be healed
or merely getting the dying out of the way.
I do know birds are incapable
of such care. One sees them everywhere—flying, singing, puffed
up
in the rain—but the sight of a dead bird is rare. Perhaps they are
composed
mostly of air, and the earth’s deconstructionists