Recollected as a consolation? Better
Than the candystriper, with paperbacks and drinks;

Drinks in soft shades, like boxing gloves. How pleasant, if
I scorn her. Scorn her young attempts at glitter blush

And scorn the M.S.W.s who ask if I need to talk.
I’d turn my face to the wall, but everyone does.

“She turned her face to the wall.” The Wing, of the Dove.
Marcel: “At daybreak, my face still turned to the wall…”

So turns the woman, older woman, turning in
The bed across from mine; she suffers too grandly.

“Jesus, Jesus.” She calls the nurse. “Nothing by mouth
For hours.” “Jesus.” Yes, deny her suffering, hers

And masses, and mine becomes more dazzling.
No, it doesn’t. Change the subject.
                                                                      “Dear M. Rimbaud, 

In the last hospital, Isabelle insisted
You were warm; well. Her wrinkled yellow coverlet
Approximates a leg. She thinks that squirrels in