As if encarmined tulips opened
with a sudden pop like that of a toy pistol
morning surprises you again,
and the new griefs already seem the old griefs
and they must move over, shift seats
in this mismanaged theatre of a life
so that the fresh pain may be installed
like a blade of glass next to the wrists.

The page no longer lies flat, it blinks and rises.
The words assume green or yellow vestments,
and officiously obstruct the way forward
like secretaries in some bland outer-office,
refusing to remember your name:
you are invisible again
as if standing at a bar in England.

A sudden shock or surge, an overload,
something as simple as a snowfall
on the grid of civilised barbarity,
and you can’t even retrieve the name
of the flower nodding on the sill,—