The thud always awakens her
where she sits at the livingroom window
gathering a shawl tight at her neck,
her fist a pale brooch,
its veins hard and swollen.

She has heard it every night
since he went overseas:
the muddy jeep backfiring at the curb,
his flag-wrapped body bumping to the ground,
stars flicking light on the hedges
as he rolls toward the house.

Her cane finds the corner of things
and she makes her way to the veranda door,
its screen speckled with bugs
lured by the pantry bulb.

At the top step,
she shakes her stick at the darkness
and mutters a private curse;