Then I went back & this time nothing stopped me.

The same nurse received me but this time the not-stopping fades.

We sit close on the stairwell & people walk between us. We seep through them like smoke. The same people I knew

still here, but partof the freedom.

Your hand is feathered in stone & eats snow in the winter. Is it time to go? Winter

rises higher.

Remembering, we head back to the frontier outpostto buy estrogen.

Imperial soldiers receive us on the path. They are thick smoke spinning out of a core of smoke. They blow toward us, sneak

into the mesh of our hair & we lose, lose the battle, only the battle. Then