to wander
between the winds, and find
no home, to scour
the thickets for hips, frail
wisps
of animal fur or fluff, picnic
detritus, water
as it trickles between rustling
ferns or oozing, densely
wadded layers
of leaves . . .

ka-
boom ka-boom, the heart
pounds, while
blood as red as holly berries
stains the shepherd’s purse on which
he wakes. The far-
off murmur
of waves breaking
on shingle throbs
and burns in his fevered
eardrums; following
his own
scarlet trail through campion and saxifrage and sweet
cicely, he stumbles
downhill, from trampled
copse to ravaged clearing, a cloud
of flies
about his groin. Curious
gulls wheel, shrieking, around the lip
of the cliff
he finally reaches, above an empty, iron-
gray sea.
“My mind,”