I am in the foreground in mid-swoon, still reeling,
red cloak blowing in the sudden storm.
Darkness obscures the horizon and behind me

a construction site, men on a ladder, the fence
that became your cross—and behind the fence
a church spire

blessing nothing. The sword
that I have always known would pierce my heart
cuts through me.

The young corpse slung
over your father’s friend and namesake
is yours.