The friend hugs you a little longer than usual and winks.
“Andrew was not the Brother of the Lord,” he says,
and you wonder just who is the lord in this story. Who is
to say that life now and then is not just a little ragingly peculiar?
One pleases oneself mainly or all the time. And does not
consider either social work, the police, or a monastery, though perhaps the one
where they soap the steps every year on the Friday before Easter, or the one
where everyone is gay. Deliberate pleasure
isn’t soft and dreamy, but uneasy like the sound of the distant sea,
sufficient, proper, and unassailable. There are no new ways
to go much of anywhere.