Out of the pornographic cinema at the station,
with the fast clock and the continuous program,
then past the French sweet-stall, the naturist magazines

and the cretin at the lottery ticket-office
das schnelle Glück: a quick buck or fuck—
and into the night train to Berlin . . .

It was sealed and non-stop, but East German border guards
woke us up so they could give us our transit visas,
and then it was early on Sunday, and I walked

out of Berlin-Zoo in my father’s lion coat,
his suitcase in one hand and his bag in the other.
I was nineteen and a remittance man,

embarked on a delirium of self-sufficiency,
surprised that it was possible to live like a bird:
to stay in a hotel, to eat in restaurants,

and draw my father’s money from a giro account.
At the end of my feeding-tube, I didn’t realize
that to stay anywhere on the earth’s surface is to bleed: