for Joseph Czapski

In the Pare de Saint Cloud, birds sang.
Alone in that vast narcissistic forest
overlooking Paris,
I pondered your words:
Cruel: the world, rapacious,
carnivorous, cruel.

I circled the Pare de Saint Cloud, East to West,
West to East,
I strolled through the leafless
chestnuts, bowed to the dark, bowing cedars,
heard pine cones cracked
by wrens and sparrows.
No beasts of prey in the park,
other than time, just then changing
from Winter to Spring, stripped,
an actor flinging his costume away,
backstage, in the chilled wings.

Cruel, I thought? Here is the killer,
abided by police and by priests—