As I fell from the sky, I smelled fish. The fish was in my mouth. My eyes were fish eyes, bulging, bugged out.

I fell like this for years, in the fishy air. I stopped panicking. I could think as I fell.

I missed spaghetti. I was a model, hair blown back in the wind. I was thirty-five.

I was fifty-three. The sun winked at me like bar light through a shot of whiskey.

Nights were easier. I actually fell, harhar, asleep. Five minutes here, ten minutes there.