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“Periodic Table of Ethereal Elements”
by Lucie Brock-Broido
Issue no. 154 (Spring 2000)
for Harry Ford
I was not ready for your form to be cold
Ever. Even in life
You did not inhabit, necessarily, a form,
But a mind of
Rarer liquid element. It had not occurred to me
You would take
Leave and it will be winter from now on, not only
Here, in the ordinary,
But there too, in the extraordinary elegance
Of calcium and finery
And loss. Keep me
Tethered here, breathtakingly awkward and alive.
If you had a psyche it was not known to me.
If you had a figure it would be heavy ivory.
If you were a man, you would be
An autumn of black carriages filled red with leaves
From sycamore; trees,
Not scattering. I was not ready for such
Eanhward and unease.
Good-bye to the imperium, the rinsing wind. You, cold
As God and the great
Glassed castle in which I’ve lived, simply
Now a house.
A girl ago, a girlhood gone like a vial of ether
Thrown on fire—just
A little jump of flame, like grief, or,
Like a penicillin that has lost its skill at killing
Off, it then is gone.
Shane McCrae’s most recent books are The Gilded Auction Block and Sometimes I Never Suffered, both of which are published by Farrar, Straus and Giroux. He lives in New York City and teaches at Columbia University.