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Watching a cage fighter starve himself<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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Photo: Jeremy Brooks<\/p><\/div>\n

\u201cFour eggs,\u201d I instructed the waiter at the finest restaurant in the Palms Casino Resort.<\/p>\n

\u201cEgg salad?\u201d He was in a starched suit, pouring water into a delicately lipped glass.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, four hard-boiled eggs.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cFour eggs.\u201d<\/p>\n

The waiter returned with four eggs huddled in the slight depression of a sizable dinner plate, as if to further diminish the sad feast through a trick of scale. Each egg had been deshelled, which was, I supposed, the benefit of ordering hard-boiled eggs at the finest restaurant in the Palms. Erik was a few flights up in his hotel room, showering after a workout, but he had asked that his meal be ready when he descended, and I feared displeasing him.<\/p>\n

Though his mentor Duke, his roommate Pettis, and his manager could be found dispersed among the card tables and slot machines, not a single member of Hard Drive, Erik\u2019s fighting collective in Cedar Rapids, had ventured with us to Las Vegas. Following a momentous schism between him and his brother, Erik had been \u201cbanned for life\u201d from the gym and its environs.<\/p>\n

Banished, Erik had returned to Milwaukee, to his warm, fast-talking Italian American coach, to his potential as one of the youngest men in the most prestigious promotion open to men who weighed in at 155 pounds. From their offices in Vegas, connected people continued to call him in Milwaukee, and it was as if he had never made the mistake of going home. Would he like to be in the official UFC video game? They would fly him out to LA, take measurements, and then boys everywhere would fight their friends in the avatar form of Erik \u201cNew Breed\u201d Koch. Pettis was asked to be a judge for the Miss Wisconsin USA pageant and, in declining the offer, sent Erik in his stead. Erik met, at the event, the manager of a Jersey Shore <\/em>cast member. Would Erik like to be on an episode of DJ Pauly D\u2019s upcoming reality spin-off show? He said he very much would like that. He was unattached, alone, free to make commitments to as-yet-theoretical reality shows as he pleased.<\/p>\n

Erik at last arrived at the restaurant, sat across from me without a word, unrolled from the napkin his knife and fork, and began the surgical egg procedure with which I was, by then, familiar. I would have liked to discuss our surroundings, as it was my first encounter with a professionally run promotion and I had many astute observations on the subject, but he ate with an air of sacral solemnity I did not wish to desecrate by speaking. It was my twenty-ninth birthday and I had not told a soul in the world. <\/p>\n

You may think that a starving man on rations, faced with the few calories he is allowed, would proceed with survivalist immediacy to incorporate whatever was laid before him. But the rationed man is all precision; he sees, in his allowance, fine nutritious distinctions you do not; and so when Erik finally raised his knife to halve his egg, he did so with great deliberation. With his knife he hollowed the half yolk from its white skin and deposited the caloric yellow mass onto his plate, where it sat uneaten like a pat of butter. He scraped offending yellow flecks from the egg\u2019s gelatinous walls. He slid the flat of the knife against the plate, shedding shavings of yolk onto the porcelain, put his knife down, and placed the white in his mouth. He approached the second half of the first egg. This would be Erik\u2019s last watery wisp of permitted food before weigh-ins; he would not eat again for thirty-five hours. Erik\u2019s frame had already cratered into a landscape of shadows and white skin stretched tight over bone.<\/p>\n

It would not have occurred to most 180-pound fighters that they might, through force of will, gain admission to the 145-pound weight class. Certainly the Californian Cisco Rivera, a full two inches shorter than Erik, would not be losing a fifth of his body weight. Erik had, back in Cedar Rapids, informed me that he could lose thirty-five pounds, weigh in, binge like a feral Labrador, and feel ready to fight a day later simply because he was twenty-two years old. Self-starvation was the biggest challenge of his chosen vocation, every prefight diet was more painful than the last, and two years hence, Erik said, the drop would be impossible. His ability to boomerang from 180 to 145 and back up to 160 would diminish unalterably with age; he would be impelled to fight among a slightly more substantial group of men, the \u201clightweights,\u201d which included his roommate Pettis, and so was something neither of them deigned discuss. Thus it was that one of the youngest fighters in the promotion saw only days slipping away. Two years he had in which to get a title shot and win the opportunity to fight the invincible Brazilian Jos\u00e9 Aldo, who would probably still be champion at 145. This was, of course, absurd, given that Erik was nowhere near title contention. But thoughts of the title pushed Erik through the long days of his weary yolk-scraping existence.<\/p>\n

After the eggs, Erik opened his eyes a little wider, and we took the casino elevator up to his room.<\/p>\n

\u201cThis is what you got?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n

\u201cThis is Whole Foods peanut butter, they make it in a machine there,\u201d Erik said. I had been talking about the branded T-shirts and laptop bags and hats, but did not interrupt him as his focus shifted back to food. He pulled a plastic tub out of the shelf under his bedside table, where it lay next to bananas and a loaf of bread.<\/p>\n

\u201cThis <\/em>is chocolate peanut butter from the machine. This granola,\u201d he said, holding a plastic bag of cereal, \u201cis sick.\u201d He replaced the granola and seized on a bag of chips. \u201cCheddar and Sour Cream Ruffles. These are the shit<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n

I eagerly assented to their excellence, as if I were quite familiar with them. I very much wanted Erik to feel buoyed by the fact of my company. Erik had had a succession of best friends he\u2019d cut off suddenly and without explanation, inventing supposed slights he would never forgive. It was part of a pattern integral to his personality, and quite likely attributable to his sociopathy as diagnosed by the Internet.<\/p>\n

The thought that Erik might at any moment terminate our relationship so thoroughly haunted me during our trip that even now I associate casinos with insecurity. Should he decide to stop answering my calls and requesting my presence, I would have wasted five months on a man of no use to my project, a project of importance not only to me but to future students of descriptive phenomenology. And I simply could not abide the idea that some other space taker\u2014someone larger, and more given to Midwestern colloquialisms\u2014would take the space I had so carefully reserved for myself by Erik\u2019s side. That someone else would be sent to order his eggs, someone else privileged with the knowledge that the old Vedepo-induced injury in his elbow hurt more intensely as he grew more slim; this was enough to make my stomach turn, which was in itself a silver lining, because it allowed me to share, on that trip, something of Erik\u2019s distance from the possibility of food.<\/p>\n

I had arrived in Las Vegas the day before, anxious to see the American city considered most fighterly, but underfed Erik did not want to see the Cirque du Soleil or the Hoover Dam; he wanted to go to Walmart, and so to Walmart we went. Outside, on the mountain-edged expanse of pavement cooking in desert sun, Erik was all angles and shadows, bounceless, frail, a dusting of hair over his shaven head. Walmart fluorescence added a yellow cast to his white skin, turned olive those undereye pockets of gloom. Raccoon-eyed and ravenous, Erik slothed through each aisle, his gallon jug of the day\u2019s permitted water consumption hanging low at his side, dragging him down, slowing his advance. He needed baby oil, he\u2019d said before we left. But then I followed him into the hardware aisle, walled in by dozens of varieties of sandpaper, and we did not appear to be progressing toward the aisle marked \u201cbaby\u201d at the far end of the store. He hitched up his jeans with his free hand as he walked; they slipped again down his sharp hips. He was walking away from the baby section and toward the chip aisle, where he stood for a moment staring at the Cheddar and Sour Cream Ruffles. While he described the slow throb of his esophagus I imagined the whole pipeline glowing as in some educational film about the digestive tract. He picked up the Ruffles and made it halfway to the register before remembering the oil for which he had come.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat,\u201d Erik asked the taxi driver on the way back to the Palms, \u201cis the best buffet in Las Vegas?\u201d<\/p>\n

Back in Milwaukee, Erik told me, the Hyundai Elantra he\u2019d been borrowing was papered with oil-stained wrappers: Burrito Supreme, 100% Beef, BK Stacker, remnants of forbidden foods vicariously enjoyed.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m buying you a burrito,\u201d he\u2019d say to Pettis. \u201cEat it. I want to smell it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Friends ate the fast food Erik purchased slowly, wafting ground-beef steam toward their skeletal driver, leaving the paper crumpled and the scent hovering. This seemed to me deranged culinary masochism, but Erik insisted that he could not possibly starve himself so effectively were he to take his mind for a moment off of food. And in this, Vegas was cooperative, for to the starving man Vegas offers comforts one does not necessarily associate with the city. At the Rio Resort and Casino, for instance, if you can see past the seamlessly linked rooms for poker and keno and slots, past a singing girl in sequins, a stream of light, a wisp of smoke, if you can see past plastic neon-lit flames leaping over paisley carpet and the \u201cfuture Chippendale fan\u201d pink onesie featured in the gift-shop window, past the spiraling staircase up to the heavily curtained Italian restaurant meant to evoke fine dining but suffering in that regard from its direct adjacency to Wetzel\u2019s Pretzels, if you can gaze beyond the gargantuan goggle-eyed head hanging from the Masquerade Room, or if you are, like Erik, quite literally starving, you will notice that this city is not merely a purveyor of monetary risk but a purveyor of food. You will notice that this food is marketed chiefly through the promise of quantity, specifically through the provision of casino buffets. It is these buffets that interest Erik, their promise, their hideous abundance. For $39.99 one can in fact purchase an all-day pass to many buffets, a package known as a \u201cbuffet of buffets,\u201d inclusive of seven\u2014as in wonders of the world or deadly sins, but pertinent to only one sin, that of gluttony\u2014in-themselves-perfectly-adequate self-serve experiences: Le Village Buffet, the Emperor\u2019s Buffet, Spice Market Buffet, Flamingo\u2019s Paradise Garden Buffet, Lago Buffet, Harrah\u2019s Buffet, and the \u201cworld\u2019s most acclaimed buffet,\u201d the Carnival World Buffet at the Rio.<\/p>\n

\u201cThe best buffet in Las Vegas,\u201d said the Taxi Driver, \u201cis the Rio Buffet.\u201d<\/p>\n

Erik smiled and leaned back into the pleather. He had never been to the Rio Buffet but nevertheless qualified as a Rio Buffet expert, having taken the virtual tour but more importantly having spent many hours visualizing his sublime deliverance from self-deprivation. In the twenty-four hours between weigh-ins and the fight, Erik would gain twenty pounds, and he took great pleasure in imagining of what those pounds would consist. The Rio Buffet, he informed me, offered three hundred distinct dishes, seventy varieties of pie, an array of \u201cbars,\u201d including a sushi bar, a taco bar, and a stir-fry bar. He knew its small army of friendly spoon-holding servers, its fifty yards of curving black countertop, its unaccountable progression from sausage pizza to cocktail shrimp to scrambled eggs to lentil soup to crab legs to fried fish to sushi to green salad to gravy-slathered pork chops to honeyed ham to flank steak to barbecue ribs to burritos to tacos to waffles to spring rolls to dumplings to sweet-and-sour pork to eggs Benedict to bacon to one giant vat of ketchup to croissants to cubed mango to green-bean salad to seven kinds of lettuce to the gelato-and-pastries bar whose delights are too many to enumerate but which Erik would attempt to enumerate if given the chance.<\/p>\n

The Rio was only one part of the plan, which also included spaghetti and meat sauce and an entire loaf of garlic bread from Battista\u2019s, subs from the local Jimmy John\u2019s and twenty-four German chocolate cupcakes being mailed overnight from Milwaukee by a pair of baking groupie sisters who had arranged for a courier to hand cupcakes to Erik the moment he stepped off the scale.<\/p>\n

\u201cI am a fighter,\u201d Erik told the taxi driver. \u201cI am planning what to eat before the fight.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou shouldn\u2019t overeat,\u201d said the driver.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnderson Silva eats two Big Macs before every fight,\u201d said Erik. \u201cIt doesn\u2019t matter that much.\u201d<\/p>\n

The conversation paused as traffic crawled past the MGM Grand, hulking and soot-stained in the midmorning light.<\/p>\n

\u201cHave you tried the NASCAR six-pound burrito?\u201d Erik asked. The NASCAR Caf\u00e9\u2019s six-pound, two-foot burrito was also part of the plan.<\/p>\n

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Photo: Neon Paradise<\/p><\/div>\n

In the hotel room that night, watching the Food Channel and fiddling with his phone, Erik shivered, skeletal, in his hoodie. \u201cLet\u2019s go to Rio,\u201d he said, heavy-lidded, grim. \u201cI mean just to see it.\u201d<\/p>\n

It was ten P.M. I would have voiced a preference to take in a late film at the casino\u2019s movie theater, but I did not want to risk being on the wrong side of Erik\u2019s Manichean inclinations.<\/p>\n

Erik and I left the room, descended in an elevator with Erik\u2019s picture hanging in it\u2014TICKETS ON SALE WEDNESDAY<\/small>\u2014passed a young crowd at the blackjack tables and a not-at-all young crowd at the slot machines, exited into the pedestrianless abyss that was the space between off-strip Vegas casinos, and walked to the Rio. Beyond the Mahjong and Keno tables, the poker-tournament competitors in cowboy hats, Erik pointed to a sign: THE CARNIVAL WORLD BUFFET<\/small>. We passed through swinging doors into a vast shellacked cafeteria.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s closed,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n

The food had been vacated. What was left was all fluorescent light, clean steel, and frosted glass. The only person in the room was a man behind the counter, wearing what looked to be a gas mask and pouring steam out of a tube. Erik attempted to penetrate the mask by shouting.<\/p>\n

\u201cI am a fighter,\u201d he said, pointing to himself. \u201cI want to come here tomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n

The man in the mask nodded a quick, deferential, non-English-speaking nod.<\/p>\n

Affixed to all fifty-feet of the gleaming counter were black plaques etched in white. Erik began at the north end of the room.<\/p>\n

\u201cPizza,\u201d he read off the plaque, and paused, staring at the aluminum heater and readjusting his grip on his jug of water. A light on the far end of the room flickered.<\/p>\n

\u201cShrimp scampi.\u201d<\/p>\n

I walked into the expanse of rag-wiped tables and sat down to endure Erik\u2019s fantasy with what I think to be commendable patience.<\/p>\n

\u201cPoached eggs,\u201d said Erik. His face had regained its yellow pallor and seemed to recede into his hoodie. \u201cScrambled eggs.\u201d<\/p>\n

Twenty minutes later Erik reached the gelato. The steam cleaner had left.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go,\u201d said Erik, and we padded back through the casino, where, at eleven P.M. on a Tuesday night, only the committed or addicted remained.<\/p>\n

This is the first of a two-part excerpt from Kerry Howley\u2019s new book, <\/em>Thrown<\/a>. Part two will run tomorrow.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a9 2014 Kerry Howley. Reprinted with permission of Sarabande Books. <\/em><\/p>\n

Kerry Howley\u2019s work has appeared in <\/em>The Paris Review, <\/em>The New York Times Magazine, <\/em>The Atlantic Monthly, <\/em>The Wall Street Journal, <\/em>Slate, and <\/em>Bookforum. She holds an M.F.A. from the University of Iowa, where she was an Arts Fellow and the Provost\u2019s Visiting Writer in Nonfiction<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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