{"id":56584,"date":"2013-07-24T11:00:49","date_gmt":"2013-07-24T15:00:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/?p=56584"},"modified":"2013-07-24T09:40:57","modified_gmt":"2013-07-24T13:40:57","slug":"when-winning-is-everything","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/2013\/07\/24\/when-winning-is-everything\/","title":{"rendered":"When Winning Is Everything"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_56600\" style=\"width: 288px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Wool-E.-Bull.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-56600\" class=\"size-full wp-image-56600\" alt=\"Durham Bulls mascot Wool E. Bull. Wet-plate tintype by Leah Sobsey\/Tim Telkamp.\" src=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Wool-E.-Bull.jpg\" width=\"278\" height=\"360\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Wool-E.-Bull.jpg 278w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Wool-E.-Bull-231x300.jpg 231w\" sizes=\"auto, (min-width: 62.5em) 67vw, 100vw\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-56600\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Durham Bulls mascot Wool E. Bull. Wet-plate tintype by Leah Sobsey\/Tim Telkamp.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>\u201cNot really about baseball\u201d: we\u2019ve adhered pretty well so far to this watchword of our Bull City Summer documentary project, but cultivating indifference has been hard for me. I really care about baseball, and I watch the games closely. Still, I\u2019ve made a season-long effort to notice the surroundings in a rather moony way\u2014trying to soak up the ambient energy in the ballpark, its sheer quality and quantity.<\/p>\n<p>That energy rises and falls throughout the game, but it does so unevenly and unpredictably, not always (in fact, usually not) in step with the action on the field. The video board command to <small>MAKE SOME NOISE!<\/small>, in huge, undulating letters, can whip the crowd into a lather, as can a Bulls home run, but these exclamatory moments have a short life span. As soon as the words leave the screen, as soon as the next pitch is thrown, the energy reverts, subject to its own mysterious forces.<\/p>\n<p>There is plenty of early froth and surge: the singing of the National Anthem, the anticipatory buzz at first pitch, the grandstand up-and-down for hot dogs and beer and cotton candy, the breakthrough of early hits and runs, the sideshow pileup of mid-inning contests and mascot high jinks and blaring pop music. But then \u201cthe game turns inward in the middle innings,\u201d as Don DeLillo puts it in his novella <i>Pafko at the Wall<\/i> (which is also the opening chapter of <i>Underworld<\/i>). At the deepest recess of this inward turn, there inevitably comes what I have dubbed \u201cthe nadir\u201d: a quiet, satisfying, and almost narcotic moment when all of the energy, on the field and off, recedes, as if subdued by its own exuberance. The crowd noise falls to a low, warm murmur, like a dovecote. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Things are happening on the field\u2014a pitch is thrown, taken; another thrown, hit; outs are made; maybe there\u2019s a single; men steal along the base paths\u2014but the action unfolds at a remove, like a nearby conversation you\u2019re only half hearing while dozing or gazing into someone\u2019s eyes, or while stoned. You sink deep inside the nadir, which lasts an impossibly long time\u2014that elasticity of the clock that seems unique to baseball. Yet the nadir is delicate, and although you hold it as gently as you can in order to preserve it, it\u2019s soon and easily punctured by a strikeout, a double to the gap, or some fans\u2019 instigation of the wave.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_56586\" style=\"width: 610px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/07_20_2013_Weiss_DAP_Photo-13.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-56586\" class=\"size-full wp-image-56586\" alt=\"Photo: Ivan Weiss\" src=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/07_20_2013_Weiss_DAP_Photo-13.jpeg\" width=\"600\" height=\"400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/07_20_2013_Weiss_DAP_Photo-13.jpeg 640w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/07_20_2013_Weiss_DAP_Photo-13-300x200.jpeg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (min-width: 62.5em) 67vw, 100vw\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-56586\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Photo: Ivan Weiss<\/p><\/div>\n<p>The nadir, and what ends it, isn\u2019t necessarily yoked to the game itself. The score can be close or it can be a blowout. The Bulls can be winning or losing or tied. There can be men on base or not. It can be the visitors\u2019 half of the inning or the home half. It usually falls in the middle innings, as DeLillo has it, but some nights it\u2019s the third. It is, to repeat the mantra, not about baseball.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, but of <i>course<\/i> it\u2019s about baseball. No one would come to the ballpark simply for the junk food and mascot antics. Fans will <small>MAKE SOME NOISE!<\/small> on their own, without the video-board prompt, and it will often sustain much longer. Last week, a close game culminated in an agonizing, five-minute, nine-pitch at-bat, during which the visitors scored a run on a wild pitch and the tying run moved to third base with two outs in the ninth inning. Fans thronged into the lower concourse, leaning as one over the packed field-box seats, clapping rhythmically, oohing and aahing, cheering and groaning as Durham reliever Josh Lueke labored like a mythological hero to finish off the Gwinnett Braves\u2019 enormous slugger, Ernesto Mejia.<\/p>\n<p>The duel\u2014pure baseball\u2014took over our world for those five minutes. It occurred to me later that the Bull City Summer crew had never asked ourselves what we meant by the phrase \u201cnot about baseball.\u201d The games themselves have defined it for us: our interest isn\u2019t in <i>outcomes<\/i>, which is to say winning and losing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWinning isn\u2019t everything, it\u2019s the only thing,\u201d football legend Vince Lombardi said. But in Triple-A, and in a Bull City summer, winning is nothing. It\u2019s nothing to the vast majority of fans; the Bulls draw crowds win or lose. It\u2019s not even all that important to the players. Just last week, Bulls starter Jake Odorizzi pitched badly and took a rare loss. He shrugged it off, though, focused mainly on what he could learn from it. \u201cIt\u2019s all about development down here,\u201d he said after the game\u2014by \u201cdown here\u201d he meant Triple-A\u2014\u201cand results kind of go by the wayside.\u201d It\u2019s a salutary Triple-A philosophy, and I have always <a href=\"http:\/\/www.indyweek.com\/triangleoffense\/archives\/2009\/08\/15\/scrantonwilkes-barre-yankees-pound-durham-bulls-the-heavies\" target=\"_blank\">preached it<\/a>: \u201cBulls fans! The rooting you do has to be forgetful, unconcerned with outcomes, and free of attachments. You have to practice Buddhist fandom.\u201d I wrote that five seasons ago, my first covering the team.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0And yet this year, it\u2019s hard for Durham Bulls fans not to care about wins and losses: more than two-thirds of the way through the season, the Bulls have the best record in all of affiliated professional baseball. They are on pace to break the all-time franchise record for wins in a season, set in 1962. <i>That\u2019s<\/i> why I feel the spikes and dips of energy so strongly this season: It\u2019s not merely because I\u2019m paying attention to them; all the winning has actually created more energy in the ballpark. It\u2019s full of life, it\u2019s shapely, and it\u2019s fragile. \u201cIt\u2019s an egg,\u201d Crash Davis tells Nuke LaLoosh in <i>Bull Durham<\/i>, advising him not to grip the baseball so hard. \u201cHold it like an egg.\u201d (You can hear current Bull Brandon Guyer deliver the line in the team\u2019s twenty-fifth anniversary <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=XlHRbF3xmbk\" target=\"_blank\">tribute<\/a> to the movie.)<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_56587\" style=\"width: 610px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Kate-Bull_City_Summer_Hold_It_Like_An_Egg_Kate-Joyce_MG_9557.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-56587\" class=\"size-full wp-image-56587\" alt=\"Photo: Kate Joyce\" src=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/Kate-Bull_City_Summer_Hold_It_Like_An_Egg_Kate-Joyce_MG_9557.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"423\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-56587\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Durham Bulls pitcher Steve Geltz. Photo: Kate Joyce<\/p><\/div>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=8gy5a4wMpIw\" target=\"_blank\">Another line<\/a> from <i>Bull Durham<\/i>, our local bible, imparts an equally important lesson in the fragility of what\u2019s precious. Nuke to Crash: \u201cI fuckin\u2019 love winning. You know what I\u2019m saying? It\u2019s like, better than losing?\u201d The Bulls won eight games in a row leading into the three-day All-Star break\u2014the last of them secured when Josh Lueke got Ernesto Mejia to fly out at the end of their long battle\u2014but when they returned, the mojo was gone. The Pawtucket Red Sox came to town and won three of four games here over the long weekend, bashing Durham\u2019s once dominant pitching staff for thirty-five runs. <\/p>\n<p>Pawtucket, the Triple-A affiliate of the Boston Red Sox, comes to town for just one series a year. The Red Sox have baseball\u2019s most dedicated, even rabid diaspora, and they turned Durham Bulls Athletic Park red for those four days. They know their Triple-A players. They have well-rehearsed chants. They do choreographed dance routines when \u201cYMCA\u201d plays. They are prepossessing, presumptuous, loud, obnoxious: in short, great fans.<\/p>\n<p>The Bulls\u2019 one win came in <a href=\"http:\/\/bullcitysummer.org\/breaking-and-entering-durham-bulls-barely-salvage-final-game-of-series-against-pawtucket-red-sox\/\" target=\"_blank\">the series finale<\/a> on Sunday night, the wildest game of the season so far. Three times, Durham built seven-run leads. Three times, Pawtucket stormed back to get within a hit or two of the lead. In the ninth inning, we had an echo of the Lueke-Mejia showdown from the previous week. This time, Bulls All-Star Kirby Yates was trying to protect a bloated 14-11 lead. But he allowed two runs, and with two outs it was 14-13. Pawtucket had the tying run on third base and the winning run on second. The crowd was split in two: Bulls fans went breathless and quietly desperate; the Pawsox contingent was lusty, smelling blood.<\/p>\n<p>Yates didn\u2019t need nine pitches, as Lueke had, but his work was no easier. Behind in the count to Justin Henry, he had to throw a fastball, and Henry cracked a grounder deep into the hole between first and second base. Bulls second baseman Mike Fontenot, an old-salt, thirty-three-year-old veteran, ranged way over, lunged, and barely gloved the ball. As the tying and winning runs steamed toward home, Fontenot made what seemed like the hardest, heaviest twenty-foot throw to first base in the history of baseball. It beat Henry to first, and the Bulls held on, narrowly, finally winners again. It had seemed like a very long time.<\/p>\n<p>We learned something from this series against the Pawsox and their fans: they care deeply about winning, more so than Bulls fans do, because they know how hard it is, having suffered eighty-six years between World Series championships. Nuke knows winning is better than losing, but he doesn\u2019t yet understand that it\u2019s better because it\u2019s so much harder. Even after decades of watching and writing about baseball, I don\u2019t think I quite understood it, either. I hadn\u2019t realized how fragile winning really is, and how important. As the Bulls pursue record-breaking history for the rest of the season, I\u2019m going to care about winning as much as I care about nadirs. I\u2019m going to hold it like an egg.<\/p>\n<p><em>Adam Sobsey has been covering the Durham Bulls since 2009. He is a columnist for\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.baseballprospectus.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Baseball Prospectus<\/a>\u00a0and a contributor to its recently published guide,\u00a0<\/em>Baseball Prospectus 2013<em>. Follow him on\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/sobsey\" target=\"_blank\">Twitter<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Read more about the Bull City Summer project\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/bullcitysummer.org\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>, and read the whole\u00a0<\/em>Paris Review<em> series\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/category\/bullcitysummer\/\">here<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cNot really about baseball\u201d: we\u2019ve adhered pretty well so far to this watchword of our Bull City Summer documentary project, but cultivating indifference has been hard for me. I really care about baseball, and I watch the games closely. 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