{"id":145616,"date":"2020-06-16T09:00:43","date_gmt":"2020-06-16T13:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/?p=145616"},"modified":"2020-06-16T10:44:45","modified_gmt":"2020-06-16T14:44:45","slug":"the-origin-of-my-laugh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/2020\/06\/16\/the-origin-of-my-laugh\/","title":{"rendered":"The Origin of My Laugh"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/adobestock_254620965.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-145617\" src=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/adobestock_254620965-1024x716.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1024\" height=\"716\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/adobestock_254620965-1024x716.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/adobestock_254620965-300x210.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/adobestock_254620965-768x537.jpeg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (min-width: 62.5em) 67vw, 100vw\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>When my mother died, her best friend Heidi called and told me, \u201cWhat I\u2019ll miss most is her laugh.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>When my mother called me on the phone before she died, she rarely laughed but often cried.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>My mother had four daughters, and I am the oldest. My mother did not raise us. We had all been adopted: the first of us, by our paternal grandmother; the third, by my mother\u2019s friend; the fourth, by a family in Virginia shortly after she was born. My youngest sister is almost twenty years younger than me\u2014she was eight years old the first time we met. I found a card her family had sent my mother with a still-working cell phone number printed inside, and we set up a meeting while I was in town for a conference. As we walked across the parking lot toward their car, her adoptive mother made an off-hand comment that startled me into laughter. She tripped over nothing and gasped, \u201cYou have your mother\u2019s laugh.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>When I was in middle school, I fell in love with a friend\u2019s laugh. It sounded like cute, high-pitched hiccups. I practiced her laugh alone in my room\u2014as if my laugh could be something smaller, something else. Grandma always said she could pick my laugh out of a crowd.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>A bat biologist once described my laugh as the sound a crow makes when it sees something <em>really<\/em> shiny.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>A few years ago, a friend I knew only through voice chat and video games visited me in Boston. More accurately, he visited Boston for a video game convention, but I had invited him and the rest of our guild to my apartment for a dinner of homemade pulled-pork sandwiches, corn bread, and macaroni and cheese. On the train ride down, his phone\u2019s battery died, and he found himself wandering my street in the dark because he couldn\u2019t remember the number of my building. He was about to head back to his hotel when he heard it, my laughter, erupting from the open living room window. \u201cI knew that laugh!\u201d he yelled when I opened the door.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>My mother did not want her daughters to return to the Navajo reservation. She kept us from her family to protect us, she thought. But after she died, I reconnected with my aunt, and the first time we talked on the phone, I recognized it, my mother\u2019s laugh, carried hundreds of miles from the land she once called home.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><!--more-->*<\/p>\n<p>The first time I felt a cotton swab scrape my cervix, I laughed\u2014not because it tickled, though that\u2019s what I told the doctor, but because it was a feeling that was more of a sound: a resonating disturbance of all my unsure places. Laughter is my body\u2019s first, and sometimes only, response. The doctor gave me a panty liner, after, for the blood.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>Once, wearing a pair of woolen socks, I slipped down a full flight of wooden stairs. My spine caught the hard right angle of the bottommost step. I managed to limp to the kitchen, where my boyfriend found me laughing hysterically. I could not find the words to explain to him the pain I was in. Weaving circles in circles, I walked my hands around the perimeter of the room and laughed and laughed.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>A gnomish systems engineer once described my laugh as the sound pain makes when it hears a funny joke.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>After my niece was born, I gifted my sister a copy of <em>First Laugh<\/em><em>\u2014<\/em><em>Welcome, Baby!<\/em>, a children\u2019s book by Rose Ann Tahe and Nancy Bo Flood. The story follows the baby\u2019s urban family back to the reservation\u2014to the red earth and the sheep and the Rez dogs\u2014where her parents and her grandparents and her brother and sister all try to make her laugh. In Navajo families, the first person to make a baby laugh hosts the child\u2019s First Laugh Ceremony, a celebration of welcome and community. I have never seen this ceremony\u2014only read or heard about it\u2014and when I visited my niece, she was only one month old. Too young to laugh. She mostly glared at me with her faint, serious brows.<\/p>\n<p>My sister told me after I left that she laughed for the first time in her sleep. My sister asked, \u201cWho throws her party now?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJoke\u2019s on her,\u201d I laughed. \u201cShe\u2019ll have to throw it for herself.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p>A few weeks later, one of my colleagues, a M\u00e9tis poet, waved me into his office and asked me about the First Laugh Ceremony, which he had encountered on Facebook. I told him about how my niece had first laughed in her sleep.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was her grandma,\u201d he said, waggling his eyebrows.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI hadn\u2019t thought of that,\u201d I said, feeling the tears already in the back of my throat.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was her grandma,\u201d he said again.<\/p>\n<p>Her grandma, my mother, teaching her the language of home.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div><em><span class=\"il\">Danielle<\/span>\u00a0<span class=\"il\">Geller<\/span> is a writer of personal essays and memoir. She received her M.F.A. in creative writing for nonfiction at the University of Arizona, and a Rona Jaffe Writers\u2019 Award in 2016. Her work has appeared in <\/em>The New Yorker<em>,<\/em>\u00a0Brevity<em>,\u00a0and\u00a0<\/em>Arizona Highways<em>, and has been anthologized in\u00a0<\/em>This Is the Place<em>. She lives with her husband and two cats in British Columbia, where she teaches creative writing at the University of Victoria.\u00a0She is a member of the Navajo Nation: born to the Tsi\u2019naajinii, born for the white man.<\/em><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Someone once described my laugh as the sound pain makes when it hears a funny joke.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1999,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4393],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-145616","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-first-person"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v25.4 (Yoast SEO v25.4) - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>The Origin of My Laugh by Danielle Geller<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Someone once described 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