{"id":145185,"date":"2020-05-19T11:00:57","date_gmt":"2020-05-19T15:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/?p=145185"},"modified":"2020-05-19T16:48:30","modified_gmt":"2020-05-19T20:48:30","slug":"charmed-an-interview-with-stephanie-danler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/2020\/05\/19\/charmed-an-interview-with-stephanie-danler\/","title":{"rendered":"Charmed: An Interview with Stephanie Danler"},"content":{"rendered":"

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To call Stephanie Danler generous would be an understatement. Before we ever met, she read an advance copy of my memoir and posted about it on her Instagram account. For this fledgling author, it felt like the equivalent of being on a late-night talk show. Thinking it was a shot in the dark, I asked if she would be in conversation with me for an event at McNally Jackson in Williamsburg. At that time, in 2018, Danler lived six months out of the year in Los Angeles and six months in New York. She was in production on the second season of the television adaptation of her best-selling novel, <\/em>Sweetbitter, and six months pregnant with her first child. And yet, she said yes.<\/em><\/p>\n

I had heard about <\/em>Sweetbitter, <\/em>but I hadn\u2019t yet read it<\/em>. I<\/em>ts publishing story is mythical: the waitress who hands her manuscript to someone at Knopf and gets a book deal. I\u2019d seen the wine glass on the cover, the bestseller status, and somehow reading it didn\u2019t feel urgent. Really, I was jealous. I assumed I knew something about Danler\u2019s life. It seemed charmed.<\/em><\/p>\n

I read <\/em>Sweetbitter and realized it had earned every bit of praise it received. It is a work of careful and keen observation, full of yearning, and satisfying in an almost gastronomical way.<\/em><\/p>\n

Then I read a precursor to her memoir, <\/em>Stray\u2014a heartbreaking and lucid essay called \u201cStone Fruits<\/a>,\u201d which appeared in <\/em>The Sewanee Review. In it, Danler reckons with her abusive mother, now disabled from a brain aneurysm, and her drug-addicted and largely absentee father. Any notion of her life being charmed was demolished.<\/em><\/p>\n

Or was it? I had always thought charmed meant easy or without friction. But really to charm is \u201cto control or achieve by or as if by magic,\u201d and Danler\u2019s prose has a sorcerer\u2019s prowess and a wisdom that borders on mystical. The writer and witch Amanda Yates Garcia says that each initiation we face can teach us what our magical powers are and what gifts we have to offer the world. Danler offers beauty and hope in the redemptive powers of writing. Her gifts lie in her willingness to share some of the most intimate and painful parts of her life.<\/em><\/p>\n

This interview was conducted over the phone in late April, while both of us were quarantined at home.<\/em><\/p>\n

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INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

A lot of people have called your first book, Sweetbitter<\/em>, an autobiographical novel. And yet, though you obviously drew on your own experiences to write that book, it is not quite autobiographical. Why did you choose to write Stray<\/em> as memoir?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I\u2019m generally not concerned with genre. As a reader, I don\u2019t care how factual a novel is or how fallible a memoir is. But when I started to write about people I love, who are still alive, it became important to me that I held onto the truth as much as possible. It\u2019s my truth, so it\u2019s subjective, but I think if you are going to say that your mother hit you, or your father overdosed, or that your lover treated you cruelly, you owe it to the people involved\u2014whether they like it or not is a different story\u2014to tell the truth. I wanted several times to turn it into a novel because the idea of hiding behind something was so appealing. Controlling the story when you\u2019re writing fiction can be such a relief, especially when you\u2019re dealing with the unruliness of real life, which doesn\u2019t conform to a narrative arc. I think I struggled with Stray<\/em> for so long because I didn\u2019t have a big ending and I thought memoirs demanded real turning points. For Sweetbitter<\/em> I had an ending because it was invented. I thought, Oh, this is the swelling of the symphony that marks the end of our journey. With the memoir, I could have ended in a thousand different places. It\u2019s really about that ongoing-ness of living. I would have loved to just disguise myself and not feel so raw about it. But I do think it\u2019s important for readers to know that it\u2019s true.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if you outline or not, but did not knowing the ending hinder you as you began to write? Or were you writing because you were trying to figure something out?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I was collecting pieces for such a long time that it became a kind of outline. But I could not actually write the book until I knew the shape of the entire story, which included the ending. In the meantime, I was able to research California, continue examining my past, collect memories, talk to family members. I wrote the first draft of this book in nine weeks from start to finish, but at that point I had hundreds of note cards. They had been tacked up in fifty different arrangements and many of the passages had already been written, so I had a very clear sense of where I was going. I also couldn\u2019t write it until I figured out the present tense story line for Stray<\/em>, which is moving back to California and being embattled in a love affair. I wanted the narrator to be speaking from a clear place.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

There are two romantic relationships in the book. There is the Monster, a married man with whom you\u2019re having an affair, and the Love Interest, with whom you are slowly falling in love (and who you later marry.) At one point, the Love Interest seems worried about the way you seek drama and asks, \u201cYou can\u2019t write if there isn\u2019t conflict?\u201d Was it more difficult to write about your relationship with him since it\u2019s less \u201cdramatic\u201d than your relationship with the Monster?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

In a way it was easier. When I was very slowly falling in love with the Love Interest, I didn\u2019t trust the depth of a relationship that felt good or easy or \u201chealthy,\u201d which is a word that I hate when it\u2019s applied to relationships. It\u2019s too virtuous. It\u2019s gross. You want to do something devious when you hear that. I had a really hard time believing my relationship with the Love Interest could sustain me or interest me. But that\u2019s conflict, that distrust. That\u2019s something to write about. Writing about the Monster was really difficult\u2014to remember how deeply in love we were. There was something very pure and electric and life-altering about the way we felt toward each other. We were willing to risk so much to try, and we kept trying, we couldn\u2019t let it go. I think that my adolescent value system is still enamored with that kind of love. Where you\u2019re powerless, you have no control, you submit yourself over and over again. You fetishize the pain. It\u2019s so different from the kind of love that I am experiencing now in my life with my husband. And so, to inhabit both … to go from my office, reading, you know, a ten-thousand-word sexting WhatsApp transcript from five years ago, to then walk out and to see my husband, to nurse my child, I actually felt like I was going crazy. It was a very beautiful time, while I was writing Stray<\/em>, but it took me hours to recover myself at the end of the day. And, you know, you don\u2019t have hours when you\u2019re a writer and you have a newborn.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

I completely relate to that. At what point did you share what you were writing with the people you were writing about? I remember my own process when I published a memoir, how each person had different needs. How did you tackle that?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

It\u2019s so complicated, and it shocked me how fraught the whole process was. To be perfectly honest, I didn\u2019t think about it at all when I was writing. The very first draft of Stray<\/em> had things that I never had any intention of publishing, but I had needed to write them out. I am good at blacking out the rest of the world when I\u2019m really focused on a project. I don\u2019t think about audience, I don\u2019t think about marketing. I don\u2019t think about my own shame. I don\u2019t think about how I\u2019m portraying people. It\u2019s a very narcissistic bubble, but it\u2019s what I need to write. The same was true with Sweetbitter<\/em>, I did a lot of correcting after the fact as I took in all of these other factors. With Stray<\/em>, those factors were amplified by the real people involved. I really didn\u2019t want my parents involved, not that my mother could be. But there\u2019s another kind of more investigative memoir\u2014Dani Shapiro\u2019s Inheritance <\/em> comes to mind\u2014where there\u2019s an absence and you search for the answers. And through that search, you\u2019re put on a journey. I thought about calling my aunts and uncles and my cousins and conducting interviews and tracking down my mom\u2019s old boyfriends, who I vaguely remember from my childhood, but at the end of the day, I wasn\u2019t interested in that. I was interested in the absence and the mark it left on me. I didn\u2019t want to necessarily put the puzzle pieces together with my parents and say who they are. All I could really say was how they affected me. They still haven\u2019t read it. My mom doesn\u2019t read, because of her brain aneurysm, so it\u2019s less of an issue. I assume my father will read it at some point. But everyone else in the book, I gave them a manuscript. And as you mentioned in your question, for some of them I said, \u201cIf you have an issue with anything, I will change it.\u201d And then to some of them I said, \u201cIf you\u2019d like your name changed, I\u2019m happy to do that.\u201d<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

What were some of the reactions?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

The most important people were my sister and my aunt, who were both very supportive \u2026 but the first time my sister read a handful of pages from the mother section, she said, \u201cThat didn\u2019t happen.\u201d She was referring to when I moved home in the summer of 2005 to nurse my mother when she was released from the hospital. My sister said, \u201cI was her nurse.\u201d And I said, \u201cWhat are you talking about? I left my job in New York. I had an apartment lined up. I came home. I worked five days a week.\u201d And as we talked through it\u2026 I mean, the shock on each of our faces. I thought, This is a rupture. Like, one of us has brain damage. And we\u2019re not going to be able to move past this conversation because our memories are so wildly different from each other. She believes that she nursed my mother. I believe that I was a nurse for a period of time that left its mark on me and was frankly horrifying to my twenty-year-old self. And what we came to is that I left California after three months of care. I went back to Ohio, I finished college and moved to New York. My sister lived with my mom for the next two years.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

Oh, wow.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

And while those three months had such an impact on me, to my sister they were a blip in the amount of care that she ended up giving. Her story is that I got to be free. And my story is that I have been exiled from their family life. That kind of disagreement only makes the book better, if you can come to an agreement at the end of it. But it\u2019s a reminder that memoir is remembered experience. It is not journalistic fact. One person says it was night and the other says it was day, and they\u2019re both sure of themselves.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

In Sweetbitter<\/em>, your narrator is affectionately called Baby Monster by her restaurant colleagues. In this book, you call the married man you\u2019re having an affair with the Monster. Tell me a little more about this word, m<\/em>onster<\/em>, and its importance to you.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

For me it\u2019s an affectionate term for people prone to living in extremes, people with outsized appetites, oftentimes narcissistic, lonely people. In Stray<\/em> it\u2019s more of the Nietzschean monster\u2014\u201cIf you gaze too long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.\u201d If you spend enough time around monsters you will become them. I think readers expect that the third section will be about this man whom I call the Monster. Really, it is about an epiphany during this affair, that I\u2019m doing this to myself. I\u2019ve continued to chase a married man whom I can\u2019t trust, who has made it clear time and time again that he\u2019s not able to leave his wife. As for who\u2019s causing the damage, and who\u2019s causing the pain, it\u2019s me. I am the monster. I think without that realization, which took me an embarrassingly long time to come to, I would not have been able to stop. Taking responsibility allowed me the control that I felt like I didn\u2019t have for years, frankly. It moved me out of being a victim. To me, that\u2019s end of the book. The recognition and the small call to action. That is a profound shift for someone who has been walking in circles for a very, very long time.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

One of the things that I have enjoyed so much in our personal conversations is talking about work and money. In Stray<\/em> you write, \u201cI have always found solace in work, real mind-blunting labor.\u201d You talk about unpacking books at Borders, working at coffee shops and restaurants. How long has it been since you\u2019ve just been writing and not doing any other side job? And how has not having a side job affected how you write?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

First of all, I also appreciate our conversations about money and making a living as a writer. I feel like we\u2019re in desperate need of transparency about those things, but they\u2019re considered so inappropriate.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

I know! I keep thinking, Okay, I\u2019ve written a memoir about sex and love, I guess the only place I have to go now is money.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

Right. Money is the only thing we don\u2019t talk about. And it runs my life. I wish I could say that I am motivated by a divine vocation or an uncontaminated love of art. I do believe that art is separate from capital, but for me personally, I can\u2019t afford to separate them. It\u2019s been five years since I worked in restaurants, but that sense of desperation that I had, of needing to make ends meet, of being so close to a zero balance, is still with me. All of it is. Even when I was a manager and wasn\u2019t working for tips, that adrenalized sense of service and performance and long nights\u2026 I\u2019ve never lost it. And so, \u201cjust writing,\u201d as you know, means writing for magazines, writing for websites, writing for television if you can make it work. Since Sweetbitter<\/em>, I\u2019ve written interviews, freelance essays, presentations, speeches, articles, television scripts. I hadn\u2019t written a book in four years but I was writing constantly. Writing full-time is the craziest privilege I\u2019ve ever encountered in my life. That, to me, is winning the lottery. At the same time, I think I imagined that if I ever made it to that point, that it would be a life of contemplation.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

(Laughs.)<\/em><\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

That it would be a life lived purely for books and I\u2019d constantly be in conversation with writers who were dead and alive, whether at residencies or while traveling. All I\u2019m trying to say is that it\u2019s still real life with rent to pay and panic and student loans and severe budgets and good years and bad years, dependents, emergencies. It has not provided the ease I thought it would. Does that make sense?<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

Absolutely. So, where do you find solace now if not in the mind-blunting labor that gave you solace before?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I actually find it in the busy work, the emailing, the chasing of TV projects. These years with Sweetbitter<\/em> have been such a roller coaster. When I moved to California right before Sweetbitter <\/em> came out, there were four months when I didn\u2019t know what was going to happen. No one needed me. No one emailed me. I didn\u2019t have to wear an apron. I used to watch the light change. I would sit in bed and be reading or working, and look out the window and then notice, Oh, an hour has passed. There was a week when I decided I wanted to microdose mushrooms while I wrote. Some days I\u2019d get a little high and some days I wouldn\u2019t. Now that I have my son, I cannot remember what it was like to have that kind of time. Now, my whole life feels like mind-blunting work. I still have to clean up the house after we get off the phone.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

The first house you rented when you moved back to LA during that period had been occupied by Fleetwood Mac during the Rumours <\/em> era. You\u2019re very enamored of this fact but other people don\u2019t seem to believe it or care. I wanted to hear a little more about your love of Fleetwood Mac and what it meant to you to have that shared place with them.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve had that love since childhood. I don\u2019t know anyone who wasn\u2019t obsessed with Fleetwood Mac at that age. If you\u2019re a young woman who thinks they might be a writer, Stevie Nicks is probably one of your first patron saints.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

True.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

Stevie Nicks, then Sylvia Plath, then Joan Didion. Or in some altered order. But as far as what it means to the book, Fleetwood Mac is the fantasy of Los Angeles that you\u2019re sold when you\u2019re from elsewhere. You\u2019re going come to LA, make art, live in Laurel Canyon, and things will be bohemian and easy and glamorous. But that house I lived in was falling off of the hillside. I mean, I ended up having to leave. I should have added that in the postscript because the landslides became constant. The landlord took out the eucalyptus. The entire half of the hill had fallen into the house. I couldn\u2019t sleep when it was raining, I was terrified. The contrast between the way that people romanticize California and what it really feels like to live in such a volatile environment is what I was interested in with Stray<\/em>.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

Did you already have a book deal? Were you were supposed to be writing a memoir?<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I had a two-book deal with Knopf when they bought Sweetbitter<\/em>, and I had sold them a second book that was a novel. When I moved to California, I told my editor I was moving there to start the book. I never wrote a word of it. I researched heavily. I went to Egypt for a month on my own dime, to research. The whole trip was a failure. The idea for that book was based on an idea of the kind of writer I wanted to be. It never felt urgent. I also carried the biases about memoir that a lot of people do, especially those who have studied fiction for most of their lives. It took two years before I told Knopf that I was writing something personal. Which is exactly what I said. \u201cI\u2019m writing personal stories.\u201d And my editor said, \u201cLike a memoir?\u201d I said, \u201cOh, my god. No. Never! It\u2019s just personal writing.\u201d It took another year to admit it was a memoir. Knopf was great about it. But I will say, it was a lot of blind faith. Peter, my editor, had not seen a single page of it until I turned in the first draft.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

Oh, wow.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

I had been writing nonfiction for The Sewanee Review<\/em> and a few other places, so I think he knew I could write nonfiction, but as I was sending in the first draft I thought, Jesus, I hope this works. It had been four years at that point.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

You describe your father\u2019s addiction as a black hole behind his heart that drugs merely pacify. You say that you inherited that black hole from him, and I wondered if writing is what pacifies it for you.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

We\u2019re taught that if it\u2019s literary writing, it\u2019s not therapy, but just the act of writing is deeply therapeutic. There\u2019s so much research on that. I do think writing keeps me grounded to a truth outside of my own emotions. It\u2019s almost Buddhist in the way it causes me to witness my life. I think the ability to create that distance in moments of serious pain has probably saved my life on many, many occasions. I also like drugs, I also like sex, I also like travel. So, it\u2019s not that I have only this one, virtuous coping mechanism.<\/p>\n

INTERVIEWER<\/p>\n

Okay, phew.<\/p>\n

DANLER<\/p>\n

But writing has saved me from ever going too far. It\u2019s always pulled me back from the edge. When people used to assume that Sweetbitter<\/em> was autobiographical, I would say, But I moved to New York to be a writer! I got that job in restaurants to write. No matter how late I stayed up, or how many mistakes I made, or how terribly I embarrassed myself, I had a separate life from the restaurant world. Without that, I don\u2019t know. I don\u2019t know that I would have made it.<\/p>\n

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Leah Dieterich is the author of the memoir <\/em>Vanishing Twins: A Marriage (Softskull, 2018). Her essays and short fiction have been featured in <\/em>Lenny Letter, <\/em>LitHub, <\/em>Buzzfeed, <\/em>BOMB Magazine, and elsewhere. She lives in Portland, Oregon.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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