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The one time I had an opportunity to meet Martin Amis, I ended up taking heroin instead. I\u2019m not especially proud of this fact, it was a kind of accident, but also perhaps a lucky swerve from the more difficult experience of having to have dinner with Mr. Amis himself. It was the very late nineties and I was teaching undergraduate courses in creative writing and literature at the University of East Anglia. The university was, and still is, famous for having nurtured the talents of a generation of British writers\u2014think Ian McEwan, Kazuo Ishiguro\u2014and the department regularly hosted dinners for the writers who came down from London to give talks and public lectures.<\/p>\n

I was working, largely, in a world of men, most of whom were privileged white men. Although there were some female academics in the department, the main tutors in the writing department at that time were men, the writers who came to speak were mostly male, and the grand fromage<\/em> of the whole department had developed something of a bad reputation with the ladies. It was the poisoned duckpond of the late twentieth century. And yet, it was the water in which I was swimming, and it\u2019s hard to atomize the water while you\u2019re trying to stay afloat.<\/p>\n

I was nervous about the dinner with Amis. What could I say to the self-styled bad boy of English letters, with whom so many of my male contemporaries were enamored? I was ambivalent about his lugubrious prose, and his caricatures of women and the working classes, and although I approved of his scathing critiques of capitalism, I was much less convinced by his worldview, and all the stories about his teeth and his sexual conquests. There was something cynical and self-serving about his work, and he depicted a world in which women were largely sexualized adjuncts to the male ego, or mysterious cyphers never to be fully understood. His work, and the cultural response to it, seemed to embody Simone de Beauvoir\u2019s observation that \u201crepresentation of the world, like the world itself, is the work of men; they describe it from their own point of view, which they confuse with absolute truth.\u201d <\/p>\n

Writing done honestly leaves the writer naked on the page. But then, once faced with their own naked apparition, I believe the artist should work to fill in the glaring gaps, rather than pretend they don\u2019t exist. But I was beginning to realize that for men, or rather for a certain type of literary man, this was not at all the objective. They were not pushing into the art, digging something out of the rag-and-bone shop of the heart. They were instead enjoying a lifestyle where their endeavors gave them social status and plentiful access to young women.<\/p>\n

London Fields<\/em> was written in 1989 but set in 1999, about the same time as my supposed dinner with Martin Amis. In it, there is a character named Nicola Six who knows that soon, she is going to be murdered, but she does not know by whom. The murderee<\/em>, as Amis calls her. Or rather the writer who is writing the book. It\u2019s meta like that, because of course it\u2019s postmodern. It\u2019s written in a bombastic third person that reduces everything to the spectacle of language, a technique which doesn\u2019t deliver characters who are realistic or natural, but instead caricatures owned by the narrative voice. The effect is sort of like listening to someone riffing in the grip of mania. The writing can\u2019t resist all those little poetic, ticktocks of the language. Sometimes when I\u2019m writing I hear it in the echo chamber of my own head: the three trips of the tongue, the resonances of syllables, the words and sounds and metaphors that could go off in so many directions, like fireworks, whoosh! But when you write so far above the characters, they never become real. And although this is often the point, it means that the narrative voice becomes a slippery, tricky know-it-all. To dig Mr. Amis, you have to really enjoy this kind of style.<\/p>\n

And then in the middle of all this, there is Nicola Six, porny in her underwear in the bathroom, with her \u201cintimate preparations\u201d, regrowing her hymen, and looking like the \u201cvamp in the ad, just before the asshole in the helicopter shows up with the chocolates.\u201d Rendered like Lara Croft, a fantasy woman of the late eighties. When I complained of the sexism of her character, the young men I studied with told me that of course he\u2019s not writing about you<\/em>, it\u2019s ironic<\/em>. But then I would see their copies where they had underscored the passage: \u201cThe demeanor of the glamour model proclaimed that you could do what you liked with her. The demeanor of the fashion model proclaimed that she could do what she liked with you.\u201d Nicola Six is a fantasy woman, one I now realize those young men had never met either: biddable, ever-available, impossibly attractive, emotionally perfect, the product of pictures pinned on locker room doors, or bedroom walls, the aesthetics of boys\u2019 schools and lad\u2019s mags.<\/p>\n

At around that time I had been moonlighting at another university, teaching a course on \u201cWomen and Literature in the Twentieth Century.\u201d The academic staff at this institution were 80 percent male and my course was oversubscribed. I had over fifty (mostly female) undergraduates on a Friday afternoon. At the end of term, the dean offered me more teaching, but on the condition that I remodeled the course into contemporary literature instead. \u201cYou know, add in some more contemporary texts like Martin Amis, Ian McEwan. After all,\u201d he said cheerfully, \u201cfeminism has been assimilated, hasn\u2019t it? So it can all be blended together into the contemporary.\u201d<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

On the auspicious day of the Amis visit, I was in the school office on the second floor, photocopying something. Probably for class, though it could have been the thousandth draft of my novel. I was standing in the doorway, idly looking down the corridor, while the machines heaved away behind me. The green-gray drab of the old institutional carpets. And then he came through the double doors, in a scene that I can only remember as an outtake from a bad gangster movie. He was flanked by two blonde women who were both much taller than him, decked in glamorous London fashion; he was short and swaggering in between them. The whole scene required a soundtrack. Maybe an aggressive Britpop guitar riff. I saw him and he saw me. And in that spilt second of recognition, I thought, Oh my god, that\u2019s Martin Amis. He winked at me.<\/p>\n

\u201cAwright,\u201d he said, in a distinctly faux south London accent. The publicity girls flicked me veiled glances. And then they swept on past toward the graduate studies room.<\/p>\n

In an instant, I knew what awaited me. I foresaw how I would wind up at the edge of the table, probably stuck with a professor who would want to talk about shipbuilding in Jane Austen. Martin Amis would hold forth, several drinks down, enjoying the inspection and attention, and his braying accomplices would laugh like he was the most interesting person on the planet. And, even if I could hear anything over my social anxiety, what would I say to him? What did we have in common? I was not the kind of skinny blonde he might want to impress, I disliked his books, and now that I had actually seen him in the flesh, I was even less excited by the idea of eating some tepid, fancy food with a Famous Writer. What could I hope to gain from this? I had met him now, kind of, and ringing in my ears was that strange Awright.<\/em> As I was contemplating, my cell phone rang loudly. It was my friend Barbara.<\/p>\n

Barbara was a poet and an artist, and she was like a spirit, or a mischievous jinn: whenever she showed up, interesting things happened.<\/p>\n

\u201cGuess what?\u201d she asked me.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, you could say that life has just put the dip into serendipity.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHuh?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, it was under a bush. I thought it was<\/em> the bush if you know what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNot really.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, I found<\/em> something.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, I thought it was the meadow, but it turned out to be the horse that eats the grass. Like Prince. If you know what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n

It took me a second, but I did know what she meant. Horse<\/em> was slang for heroin, I knew that much from listening to Prince: In September my cousin tried reefer for the very first time, now he\u2019s doing horse, it\u2019s June<\/em>. \u201cSiiiii-iiii-gn of the times?\u201d I kind of sang back at her.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was all wrapped up in cling film and I didn\u2019t see it till it was too late. Five of them.\u201d<\/p>\n

She had picked up the bags under a bush outside her apartment. She lived in a sketchy housing association across the River Wensum, where single men were often re-homed after they had gotten out of prison. It was unsafe, and she was very vulnerable there. There were often fights, arrests, and now this.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, throw it back.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI can\u2019t. There\u2019s police everywhere with dogs. They\u2019ll think it was mine if they see me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, give it to them.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd have everyone round here think I called the police? No thanks.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat are you going to do about it then?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, that\u2019s why I was calling you.\u201d<\/p>\n

The moment expanded. Perhaps this was the solution to the Martin Amis problem that I had been searching for.<\/p>\n

\u201cCome round to mine then. I\u2019ll see you in a bit.\u201d<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

Some might think that what I did was an act of self-sabotage. How does getting high solve anything? I\u2019m especially conscious of a kind of hypocrisy here, too, valorizing my own decadence, just like Amis, and Burroughs and all the Beat poets and the other boys who told you getting high was cool. But constantly having to deal with the straight mind is tiring, and the edges of the world are sharp if you\u2019re queer. Sometimes all you want is not to stand out: not to have to say her <\/em>when everyone assumes your partner is a man; not to be silenced when a group of men are objectifying women, not to be followed by aggressive men when you are holding hands with your partner, or hit on by straight women who assume that because you are gay, you must find them attractive. Sometimes all you want is not to think. Dropping out is a logical reaction to a state of hypervigilance. It\u2019s exhausting.<\/p>\n

And I was curious, too. I wanted to go Lethe-wards like Keats. I wanted to push to the edges of my personality. The self is mercurial, full of darkness and wonder. To keep it in a behavioral, statistical box, seems in a way also an invention of the straight mind. Jack \u00a0Halberstam talks about forgetfulness as a queer survival strategy, a way of \u201cjamming the smooth operations of the normal and the ordinary.\u201d A way of resisting the logic of linear time.<\/p>\n

We sat in my living room looking at the five bags on the coffee table. This needed a soundtrack of some kind, perhaps it even has one in my head. Velvet Underground, or Bowie or Lou Reed, or something jarring and psychedelic.<\/p>\n

Five bags of brown.<\/p>\n

All the associations, all the history\u2014from music to Empire, from the Opium Wars to the Romantic Poets, collided on my coffee table. Opium\u2019s medicinal purposes were mentioned by everyone from Pliny to Avicenna. But heroin is not quite opium, not the organic, sticky brown stuff\u2014the tears of latex that drip from the green seed head when it is scored\u2014lachryma papaveris. <\/em>These bags started there, but through various chemical processes they become a powder, and they could be cut with anything. The residue of a poppy that once grew somewhere in Afghanistan or Pakistan or Turkey, lay on my coffee table in Norwich. How did it get here? We wondered these things, as we boiled the kettle for tea. Of course we were going to get high. It would have been rude not to.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

What happened next is quotidian. The anxious whine in my head calmed, exactly as William Burroughs described: \u201cIt hits the back of the legs first, then the back of the neck, a spreading wave of relaxation slackening the muscles away from the bones so that you seem to float without outlines, like lying in warm salt water.\u201d<\/p>\n

I stared at my bright orange walls (it was the era of home-makeover shows) and felt as if I were in a bubble, insulated from everything. I was quite nauseous, too, but that didn\u2019t seem to matter. We chased the chemical plume across foil and smoked it sprinkled in a spliff. At the end of one bag we stopped, stupefied, and went to sleep. All night I had bizarre, opiated dreams.<\/p>\n

After Barbara left the next morning, with four bags of heroin, I thought about the heroin all day, and for a few days later. About how we could do some more, just a small bit, and how nice it would be to feel like that forever. I frightened myself. These thoughts were unbidden, I could see how easy it would be to just take another pinch, and another, then another until my life had entirely gone from view. I heard the siren call to the soft dark place where nothing hurt, not even my life. I heard it as the physiological warning of the addiction that would surely come soon if I did it again. For one night, I allowed my whole house to became narcotic, and for that one evening, nothing seemed to matter. Not my job, not my sexuality, not my writing, and certainly not having dinner with Martin fucking Amis.<\/p>\n

I wonder why I think of this story so much, a shiny dinner-party pebble in my pocket, smoothed by all the years of retelling. Perhaps it\u2019s to remind myself to keep the faith with who I used to be. In the years that have passed, the world of literature has undergone a radical transformation. We no longer need the mediation of a few newspaper review pages, a small coterie of influencers, or the luck of word of mouth. The internet broke up these literary bro-opolies, although of course imperfectly and in its own problematic ways. Still, now it\u2019s possible for the women or working class characters Martin Amis so loved to inhabit to talk back\u2014to articulate their own reality, to be read, to be heard, to participate. It\u2019s an epochal shift, of which this essay is in itself a part.<\/p>\n

I now have the language to articulate my own position. It was born of struggle, patience, practice, not awarded as a birthright. Now, perhaps, I could take up that dinner invitation. I know the Martin Amis of my story is not the real one who walks the earth, any more than his stereotyped women are real. Rather than assume that the interaction would be hostile or obscene, I could allow Amis to surprise me, in all the ways I had wished for the opportunity to surprise him. What if we\u2019d actually met, in all of our humanity and complexity? Had a conversation, found the common ground? Who knows, we might even have had a good time.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Julia Bell is director of the creative writing M.A. at Birkbeck, University of London. She has published three novels, most recently <\/em>The Dark Light. Her essays and short fiction have appeared in <\/em>The White Review,\u00a0<\/em>Times Literary Supplement, and numerous anthologies. She divides her time between London and Berlin.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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