{"id":128894,"date":"2018-09-04T11:26:50","date_gmt":"2018-09-04T15:26:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/?p=128894"},"modified":"2018-09-27T12:33:35","modified_gmt":"2018-09-27T16:33:35","slug":"writers-fridges-olivia-laing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/2018\/09\/04\/writers-fridges-olivia-laing\/","title":{"rendered":"Writers\u2019 Fridges: Olivia Laing"},"content":{"rendered":"

In our series Writers\u2019 Fridges<\/a>, we bring you snapshots of the abyss that writers stare into most frequently: their refrigerators.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Kathy is conducting an audit of her fridge. She has just had an email. A man she knows, B, who is truly among the most beautiful men ever to live, is in the hospital with an inoperable brain tumor. The symptoms had begun, the email said, two days after she had last seen him in May. B with his doe eyes, B who had set himself against death, who had been a hospital carer for so many years, was himself about to die. Once, they had been about to meet when she mentioned casually that she had a cough. No, B said. I can\u2019t see you. I am looking after a neighbor who is immunocompromised. Somewhere on her laptop there was a photo of him when he was very young and recently bereaved, his arm around a cheetah. They looked the same, like blood relations.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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Anyway, the fridge. Kathy eats but doesn\u2019t cook. She regards the interior uneasily. In the early eighties, she had a comic book about a person called Chilly Billy, who lived inside a fridge. It was Chilly Billy\u2019s job to turn the small interior light on. Apparently, if you crept up very quietly, you might beat him to it. For many years, Kathy traveled on silent feet across the kitchen linoleum, but she has never caught the fridge unlit.<\/p>\n

The volume of produce is alarming. This is a pre-Brexit fridge. After March 29, 2019, the photograph she\u2019s just taken on her husband\u2019s phone will be a sad reminder of the days in which ordinary people had two kinds of butter and seven kinds of cheese. One of them is actually called Essential French goat cheese. They\u2019d laugh about that later, in the apocalypse, chowing down on their rat p\u00e2t\u00e9, their squirrel fritters.<\/p>\n

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There\u2019s been a lot of pressure lately to eat strawberries. Now she knows why. Pomegranate molasses, Superior Light Soy Sauce, three pints of milk. Parma ham, Greek yogurt, Meldi preserved lemons. Food that has traveled across borders, food that needs visas and will soon be deported. Mirabelle d\u2019alsace<\/em>. Moorish garlic aioli with Sicilian lemons. Once, they were a cosmopolitan people, and now they are citizens of nowhere, the no-deal nation, isolated and at sea, strictly their own fault. Apple jelly, broad-bean paste, Oxford marmalade, lime-chili chutney. A bottle of Mo\u00ebt, a sourdough starter.<\/p>\n

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Kathy has no part in any of this. The fridge is her husband\u2019s domain. He is the emperor of the kitchen. He guides the food into the house and onto her plate. In return, she has decorated the fridge\u2019s exterior with a picture of Barbara Cartland and a photograph of her, Nelia, and Merlin in the booth at Shoreditch House, eating apples and looking winsome. Beckett by a bin. A finger puppet of Freud with an Acne label looped around his neck. A picture, torn from a newspaper, of Rainer Werner Fassbinder smoking a cigarette. She has scribbled a speech bubble by his mouth, which says: WORK HARDER<\/small>. It is possible to say that Fassbinder worked himself to death, if work includes partying, as sometimes it must. Fuck, B. The fridge is a bulwark. It stands against death.<\/p>\n

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Olivia Laing\u2019s latest book, <\/em>Crudo, is narrated by a twenty-first-century version of Kathy Acker.<\/em><\/p>\n

See other Writers\u2019 Fridges here.\u00a0<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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