{"id":122220,"date":"2018-03-05T13:00:26","date_gmt":"2018-03-05T18:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/?p=122220"},"modified":"2018-03-05T14:39:07","modified_gmt":"2018-03-05T19:39:07","slug":"the-moment-of-the-doorway","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/2018\/03\/05\/the-moment-of-the-doorway\/","title":{"rendered":"The Moment of the Doorway"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_122223\" style=\"width: 1010px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/orpheus-eurydice-c-www.maicar.com_.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-122223\" class=\"size-full wp-image-122223\" src=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/orpheus-eurydice-c-www.maicar.com_.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1000\" height=\"644\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/orpheus-eurydice-c-www.maicar.com_.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/orpheus-eurydice-c-www.maicar.com_-300x193.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.theparisreview.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/orpheus-eurydice-c-www.maicar.com_-768x495.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (min-width: 62.5em) 67vw, 100vw\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-122223\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Christian Gottlieb Kratzenstein, <em>Orpheus and Eurydice<\/em>, 1806.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My mother often told me how much I\u2019d looked forward to my first day of school. Although I find the thought extraordinary\u2014I loathed school\u2014it\u2019s plausible. I was an exuberant boy. The deceptively effervescent nursery, which no longer exists, was located in an old house on Nepean Sea Road in Bombay. My mother dropped me there but lingered, to look out for me (she was very protective) but also to spectate. From afar, she watched me push a boy\u2014a gesture of friendliness, she\u2019d later insist. At this, the teacher apparently smacked me. I took great umbrage and began to cry. My mother swooped down and plucked me from the crowd of children. She believed the teacher had punished me because the boy I\u2019d pushed was European. I went home but did not stop crying. In the evening, I got a fever. I didn\u2019t want to go to school the next day. The honeymoon period was over.<\/p>\n<p>After that first experience, my parents struggled to put me into a series of kindergartens. I finally found myself attending a school called Sunny Side, a seven-minute walk from the flat we then lived in on Malabar Hill. Once, when my father dropped me off on the way to the office, I refused to get out of the car. I remember him opening the door on the left, then the right, as I moved sideways each time to the opposite direction.<\/p>\n<p>Occasionally, I resigned myself to mornings in Sunny Side School. My\u00a0favored spot was the doorway, where I said goodbye to my mother, watched her walk home, studied her as she turned to wave, and instructed her, with a gesture of my hand, to come back soon.\u00a0<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>The doorway marked a line separating one phase of experience from another. From the outside, it was to be resisted with as much ferocity as possible. Once one had been coerced beyond the threshold, it was the place to look out from.<\/p>\n<p>Between the ages of four and six, the journey to school was a short walk, but no less stressful for that. Later, it was a drive on the road going into Churchgate\u00a0toward Flora Fountain; my eye could follow this arc from the balcony of the twelfth-story flat I lived in. On Sunday evenings, I memorized that route with foreboding.<\/p>\n<p>The fear of school has never left me. It has simply transmuted into other forms of fear, including travel. Today to travel is to rehearse that daily journey. I watch inertly, relive the momentum, as the car moves forward to the airport. Travel means leaving family behind. It began when I was an undergraduate in England in 1983. International flights departed Bombay at 3 <small>A.M.<\/small>, an hour of aftermath, vacated of humanity. The roads were ruled by machines\u2014traffic lights flashing orange. The airport would mill with purgatorial activity. I would drag my suitcase, check in, and approach immigration. A moment would come when I would look back at my parents. As an adult, I could make a choice. I could abort my journey. But as at the doorway of Sunny Side, there was no going back.<\/p>\n<p>There <em>is<\/em> no going back once you\u2019ve crossed a particular, often intangible, barrier at the airport. I\u2019ve looked at my parents (both are dead now); I\u2019ve peered at my wife and daughter (the latter herself now lives in a different county). We\u2019ve waved. The airport is not a house. It is a place of divergence where the unhoused gather. After waving, I move on. The last glimpse is like death. Then something like a new life begins.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not school I hated, I now realize. It\u2019s the abeyance and unbelonging that leaving brings. You\u2019re alienated from your familiar surroundings\u2014the furniture, the people you love. Belatedly, you see how the ordinary, the unconscious stuff of existence, is a form of enchantment that\u2019s had you in its spell; departing home, you become disenchanted. It\u2019s an experience of posthumousness, which plausibly begins for humans well before they die. You\u2019re here but already not here. You\u2019re slowly becoming invisible. When you\u2019re going to travel abroad, your sense of being home, of corporeality, fades as you approach the barrier at immigration. Once you pass the doorway, you\u2019re still mourning, but you begin slowly reconstituting yourself. You become a physical entity again. As you cross time zones, you eat meals at unexpected hours, with a strange frequency. This is part of a rebirth.<\/p>\n<p>Is it because of both the triviality and significance of the moment of the doorway that we have so many accounts, in mythology and literature from various parts of the world, of the futility of looking back? Did Rilke, when composing \u201cOrpheus. Eurydice. Hermes,\u201d base his delineation of Eurydice\u2019s journey on the day-to-day dislocations he himself undertook? Or did he feel that these recurrent undertakings that involve leaving home mimic what it means to die, to leave your old self behind, and take on, inevitably, a new one? In the myth, Orpheus has descended to a different time zone, Hades, and is attempting to bring\u00a0his wife, Eurydice, back to earth,\u00a0to the enchantment of the familiar. He has been granted this power by the gods, to enter Hades untouched and to lead Eurydice out, on the condition that he not look back at her as she follows. Not being able to hear her footsteps at one point (she is still a shade), he turns back and loses her eternally. This compulsion defines behaviors across cultures. Colloquial Bengali has a lovely term for it,\u00a0<em>pichhu taan<\/em>:\u00a0the pull of what you\u2019ve left behind. The gods won\u2019t let Orpheus access Hades twice.<\/p>\n<p>In Rilke\u2019s poem, Eurydice has already internalized Hades\u2019s time zone. Her body is adopting a new clock. Rilke sees her not so much as a shade but as a person who is taking on a new material being to which her husband is more and more irrelevant:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">She was deep within herself, like a woman heavy<br \/>\nwith child, and did not see the man in front<br \/>\nor the path ascending steeply into life.<br \/>\nDeep within herself. Being dead<br \/>\nfilled her beyond fulfilment. Like a fruit<br \/>\nsuffused with its own mystery and sweetness,<br \/>\nshe was filled with her vast death, which was so new,<br \/>\nshe could not understand that it had happened.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">She had come into a new virginity<br \/>\nand was untouchable \u2026\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 (<em>Translated by Stephen Mitchell<\/em>)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>This could be why I resist the doorway so fiercely. Not just because of the pain of being uprooted but because of the possibility of being rooted anew, of forgetting what, and whom, I once loved.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Amit Chaudhuri is a novelist, essayist, poet, and musician. His seventh novel, <\/em>Friend of My Youth<em>, will be published in the U.S. by New York Review Books in early 2019.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; My mother often told me how much I\u2019d looked forward to my first day of school. Although I find the thought extraordinary\u2014I loathed school\u2014it\u2019s plausible. I was an exuberant boy. The deceptively effervescent nursery, which no longer exists, was located in an old house on Nepean Sea Road in Bombay. 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